Just a little bit of what I'm feeling at the moment...

Blank, big, eyes are something I have,
Because of the innocence I can never get back,
I have something most girls lack;
The ability to twist and turn my soul back.

In this darkness deep within my eyes,
Can you see the horror and lies?
Can you see how I'm confined inside,
To myself, all alone..
Darkness to hate,
Deep to the bone.

In these dead, faded eyes the light was taken,
Yes, by surprise.
The light is something I lack,
Something I'm trying so hard just to get back.


The light will never be as bright,
Never like before...
But something a little less than before.
A simple shimmer and nothing more,
Enough shimmer where you can see,
The truth in me,
Of what I used to be.
Of what I can,
And what I'm trying to be again.


You know it's hard,
Because of where I've been,
What I've been through,
But the shimmer is coming to.
As these big, blank, eyes are fading too.